I knew I'd like the look of the larger modern shapes alone, if I just removed the wonky edging. But as someone who has made a number of quilts + wants to be a good caretaker of this one, it was hard to decide to cut into this topper that clearly took a LOT of time to create.
Another issue was that I didn't know how I wanted to use it. As it was, it was too small to cover our bed + too big to be a couch quilt. I also considered gifting it. Today was the day to make a decision. I want this thing to get used. I want to use it. I could imagine sitting under it on the couch + having it lend some golden light to the room too.
So, I cut the edging + two rows off. Sitting in the sun under its weight hand stitching the binding this afternoon felt good. I listened to A Simpler Life from The School of Life while I stitched, and though I don't agree with everything in it, this quote seemed like an affirmation:
It's only a sense of purpose that allows us to see how much of anything is enough.
I find this helpful in finding peace in so many situations:
- When I decide that, yes, I want my shoes to work with my outfits + my style...but also to be comfortable enough to be on my feet for 7-9 hours in a day...with my particular feet...then I can choose the right shoes rather than buying lots of shoes + still wondering why none of them work.
- When I decide that I want my home to provide a comfortable place to rest + nourish my closest ones, then I know how much space is useful + what is beyond my scope of actual desire.
- When I decide that I want to warm up under this quilt on the couch + have enough left over to share with my parter, I know that it's ok to customize it for that purpose.
Sometimes the more-than-enough is what's holding us back.
Love,
Jane