this situation can suck AND i can still experience beauty
i can feel totally beat up AND i can be gentle with myself
people are not always trustworthy AND i can accept love in this moment
there can be things that i really loved about that AND it isn't for me
my confusion + frustration often come from trying to figure out how to hold these two truths at the same time...feeling that one is winning + wanting to live more into the other
sometimes i think it's ok to FEEL the one...knowing i will move toward the other in time...being gentle with myself in the in between
and sometimes it is making the choice to live fully into the better side...even for a moment...or a sunny afternoon...like a tourist in my own hope
what two things are true in this moment?